What's up? Not much and less good

[ursulakats]

I've not been doing well for a good long while. It kept getting worse over time, and I've been on a waiting list for a bed at the clinic again. (Not something I ever wanted to have to do again.) Next week I can go. I'd like to get to a point where I can see so much as an agreeable future for myself. As of right now, I can't write or even think about what I could write.

Just so you know. I could be weirder than usual.

I also posted this to tumblr, but I thought I might use this blog to get thoughts out of my head while I'm away. If I can make myself, that is.