What's up? Not much and less good

[ursulakats]

I've not been doing well for a good long while. It kept getting worse over time, and I've been on a waiting list for a bed at the clinic again. (Not something I ever wanted to have to do again.) Next week I can go. I'd like to get to a point where I can see so much as an agreeable future for myself. As of right now, I can't write or even think about what I could write.

Just so you know. I could be weirder than usual.

I also posted this to tumblr, but I thought I might use this blog to get thoughts out of my head while I'm away. If I can make myself, that is.

Comments

[baka_yu]

I'm so sorry to hear you're having such a long and rough battle. I hope you can get that bed soon so you can get some reinforcements in this. I'm sending you all the love and virtual hugs and crossing everything that you can find your way out of this horror!! :* <3

[ursulakats]

I could do with something going right for a change. As it is, I just don't know anymore how to handle life and take care of myself.
I can go to the clinic Tuesday, so that's something. Only, they can't change my life either :/

Thank you so much. Your wishes mean a lot <3